| Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 09:55 am (no subject) |
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| i've done nothing good recently as far as my weight is concerned. i've eaten too much, blamed stress, eaten too much, blamed more stress, eaten too much, blamed moving and stress........ i'm blaming, i'm losing control, i keep telling myself that i can do it, i can get back on track, i can look in the mirror and like myself again, i can be proud, but i can't afford weigh in anymore, i haven't been in 2 weeks now, so i owe $24, and i don't have that, and this sunday will be another $12 i can't afford right now, and i don't have internet at home, and even then i couldn't afford the online ww stuff, i've done nothing but gain for the past 6 weeks or so....... and everyday i give myself the pep talk, and everyday, somehow, someway, i just forget the pep talk and eat... alot... i hate this. |
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